LETTER TO MYSELF - ALYSYN
Dear Past Alysyn,
Hi, it’s been a while since I thought of you. I know it’s been rough more recently looking for Lilly, and I know that little dummy would have found you soon if she knew where to look. I know that you miss her and I know that she does too. She was always your favorite animal and you were always her favorite person. I know you hated when she used to eat your hair, but I also know you hate it now that she's not here to annoy you.
I know that you miss all of her weird things. I also know that if she and Wilber met, they would get along perfectly. I miss watching her run into walls after living there for years. I miss watching her and Roo start fighting over nothing. I know you miss her constant wailing, and it may make you feel better that Wilber does the same.
I know it was really hard to get over her, and I also know that letting her run wasn't fair to me or us. I also know that it was really hard to get over her, and I may still not be over it. I know it's tough to miss her daily, but I will always have the memories of her dumb little face. She would be proud of who you are and I know that everyone still misses you so much. I know that it's hard to be whole when you feel you're missing a piece, but it does get better as you get more pieces.
Alysyn
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